“May this serve the awakening of my heart”
I am under duress. Not the “buckle down” kind
the “buckle under” kind.
I got lost in the woods chasing rabbits through the trees and
now I’m missing the forest.
At least that is what my mind told me. Repeatedly.
As I sat staring blankly at the TV screen willing myself to fall asleep.
The mind is a writers best friend and worst foe.
Sure I can dream up stories just watching the way J ponders the sunlight while sipping a cup of coffee.
But I can also convince myself that everything is awful and horrible and disastrous and the only way I can make it better is to worry and work and whenever I’m not doing either of those things…to drown in syrupy guilt.
This challenge on my intentionality stopped my overactive mind on its hellbent path with one quote: “May this serve the awakening of my heart”.
Rather then let these difficulties rattle my bones till they fracture, I can take a mindful moment, focus on the present and let this become a journey for me to surmount. A valley with sloping inclines for me to work my way up rather then a pit to wallow in.
“If we must bear the inescapable challenges each day brings, why not learn to love them?”
–I’m no yogi, and given my personality there is slim chance I’m going to love my way through the challenges in my life. But I can learn to love myself and my support system through the harder times.
And while I’m at it I’ll learn a lesson or two so that I don’t end up in the same stupid valley twice!